I have been asked, "Will you be returning to Africa?" I had wanted to share this with many of you face to face. However, I feel with these questions coming to me I should just let everyone know at once. Ever since I was a young child, I have had a heart for Africa. God has showed me that I am called to be a minister, but I never knew where he would send me. In coming to Africa, I felt the Lord would confirm if his will for my life was to be a missionary in Africa. When I first arrived in Africa, I didn't want to say that I would be a missionary. It is a big sacrifice. The hardest thought is being away from my family and friends. The more the Lord spoke to me, he began to show me the meaning of a living sacrifice. Romans 12:1,2 says, "Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God--this is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing, and perfect will." Becoming a missionary is a sacrifice every day. The Lord also showed me his promise in Matthew 19:29, "And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or fields for my sake will receive a hundred times as much and will inherit eternal life." I then allowed myself to be available to whatever God would have for me. The Lord began to show me the need that is here in Africa. Numerous churches don't have a pastor. Several pastors find themselves over sometimes as many as four churches. Children's ministry is a new idea here so there is much training to be done. People are hungry, not just for food, but for the Lord. They are ready to see God do something. The Lord spoke to my heart through an experience I had back in the states: In Master's Commission we have a ministry called Adopt-a-Block, where we go into our community knocking on doors asking if we can do yard work for free. This is just a way of showing Christ's love and allowing opportunities to witness. When we first began this ministry, we would go to the same houses every week. The idea was to build relationships with these people. Of course, there were a few who would allow us to help and relationships were built. However, the majority of the houses continued to reject us and not allow us to help. A year later, I was put in charge of the Adopt-A-Block program. I kept thinking that we needed to use our time more wisely. What if there was a lady just two houses down from where we had been ministering who needed our help, but we never got to her? We had been spending all our time with those rejecting us, when we could be spending it with those hungry and ready for God. We then changed Adopt-A-Block that we would knock once on as many houses as possible each fall and spring. Those that accepted our help were the ones we spent time with. God showed me that America is like the first year we spent doing Adopt-A-Block. God knocks on the hearts of his people. The majority reject him time and time again. Yes, there are a few who do accept, but most Americans have become hard hearted and refuse to live a surrendered life to the Lord. However, just a little ways down the road is Africa, where the people are hungry and ready to receive the Lord. No one has come to knock on their door though (for God works through His people). Africa is ready to receive the Lord's help. Their hearts are ripe and ready for the harvest. The Lord is calling me to go where the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. After the Lord spoke this to my heart, I wondered what could "I" do to minister in Africa? The Lord showed me the need for discipleship. My heart broke when I left Master's Commission to come to Africa. I love Master's Commission. God used Master's Commission to transform my life. The Lord showed me that he would put my two loves into one--Master's Commission and Africa. He gave me a big dream....to start the first Master's Commission on the continent of Africa. There are many young people here who are hungry for God, but receive no discipleship. They want to serve the Lord but don't know how. There is much ministry to be done in Africa. Not only would I be training young people to do ministry, but at the same time we would be ministering to those in need. I asked the Lord to confirm this dream. I went to a meeting with all the missionaries in South Africa. There I met with the Greg Johns, area director of South Africa, to share with him what the Lord had showed me. He said that that very morning he had received a phone call from a national pastor requesting that a missionary help him start a Master's Commission at his church. Greg said that he saw only open doors for me in coming to Africa. I had asked the Lord to confirm his call and the Lord did. When I return to the states, I will begin the application process of becoming a missionary. Once I complete that process, I will begin itinerating to raise funds. This process could take two to three years. It will all be in the Lord's timing. Therefore, to those of you who think I will be leaving them forever, be comforted by the fact I still have time in the states. My first term as a missionary will be for three years. I will then return for a year to raise funds. Then after that I will return for four years at a time spending a year in the states after every term. I will be faithful to go where the Lord sends me. I will be obedient to the Father's will. I know that the Lord's plans are good for me. It is exciting to see how God is bringing His will together for my life. Please continue to pray with me for open doors and direction from the Lord. |